CRIMINALS.IN.THE.ZONE

My heart's in two.
Love till you hate
Jump till you break
Till you realise that you and me ,
we could be a bad romance.
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Hi , Bye.
Monday, May 3, 2010 @ 12:40 PM

HI THERE , YES I'M BEEN INDECISIVE ONCE AGAIN.
BACK @ SCARSANDWOUNDS

I'm still down on my knees.
Tuesday, February 23, 2010 @ 8:31 AM

My computer is still down. ):
I'm like so screwed because of it as it affects my art project.
Andandand, I miss AmandaL !
Rarrrrrrrrrr ):
BRBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB. hopefully soon.

Because tonight will be the night .
Monday, February 1, 2010 @ 1:10 PM

I'M SO SCREWED DUE TO ART.
AND FML , MY COMPUTER IS DEAD.
BRB.

It was just a dream about us.
Sunday, January 10, 2010 @ 2:16 AM


" With you around by me , it makes my day without fail "

FUCXK.FUCXK.FUCXK.
My computer's down. Like seriously , I have no idea what had happened to it.
Pretty upset over it though , no computer means no blogging etc.
I hate it whenever I'm like into blogging and stuff , and there goes my computer.
Shixt.
Phone has been sent for repair. Hopefully will be back when I return from camp next week. Will try my best to update my blog whenever I can.
Heading to camp next week from Wednesday till Friday or Saturday I think.
HAWHAW. It better be good. Didn't attend Flag Day today as I overslept.


Got up as I received tons of calls and texts , AmandaLai was one of them and she was already below my block waiting for me.
Came all the way down to find me and stay over . HEHEHEH ^^ She fucxking bought down her laptop for me to use. So sweet of her to do so. Love you baby ! Went to Mac for my utra late dinner and lepak there while waiting for Bert to arrive. He took forever to reach even though he was somewhere near Bedok. After that , they came over to my place and downloaded movies to keep us entertained.


Heard another bad news today , seriously FML.
I can't believe this is happening to all of us when it's just the beginning of the year. Like seriously , what's wrong with each and every of us.
Why can't we all just be like last time?
Oh wellz , I shall remained forcus in my life right now.
I'll cherish each and everyone that's around me.
Hopefully , things will be back to normal soon.
Before I forget , Amanda told me something that made me laughed like a mad woman @ Mac.
' 50centssssssssssssssssssss ' (bet you guys don't get what I mean, only she knows what I mean <:) I shall end here right now. Off to watch our movies.
Love,


What will happen to all of us when things gets worst?
Will there still be us in the future?
Why can't we be like how we used to be ? Why can't we forgive and forget one another?
Just remember that I'll love you guys for who you are and not what you are.
xxoxo.



You're gentle kiss is the medicine to cure my pain ,
Friday, January 8, 2010 @ 4:34 PM


" To you , with love "



School was a breeze today , thankfully.
Name was called right after morning assembly and headed to the general office.
It was a all smile conversation and not an intense one.
Thank God.
Still have to do something about my hair , but hopefully they'll forget all about it on Monday.
<:
I was sucha good student today , I copied down notes not only for myself but for Dean and Yr.
And I can remember every single bitz of it due to it.



I've not attended any Art lessons yet and I'm very upset over it :(
I miss Mrs Tay , my cutie pieeeeeeeee.
She gets embarrassed whenever I call her that. :P Gave my lunch break a miss as I totally didn't have the appetite and suffered some pains .
Shoot myself. Oh wellz , after school , there were many people crowding at the bubbletea shop .
Apparently , there was some 'issues' going on.
EastView as never been peaceful for once.



After waiting for the rest to arrive , went to Tampines Connector and chilledz.
Talked things out with one another and I'm gald that things are fine right now. Only thing troubling me badly right now is my childhood friend.
I'm very hurt and upset upon hearing what Yr told me.
I can't believe you've decided to do sucha thing. I really don't know what is in your mind right now.
Do we really need to be like this right now? Can't you come school regulary and don't miss lessons?
It's seriously a bad time to miss school these days. For your own sake , it's Olvls this year.
I hope you'll reconsider what you've done.



Went home after that while the rest went to DTE.
Was so moodless that I had to text ChanelAmanda and pour out my feelings to her.
Didn't wanted to head out but thanks to her confronting and her ways to try to make me laugh , I felt much better , thanks babe.
I'm like lost right now , I've no idea what else to do online but to blog.
I'm like super early @ blogging today.
Gonna prepare at 6plus and head down to Bedok to meet ChanelAmandaElouiseLai and her friend , Bert.
Flag Day's tomorrow and gonna meet Yr + Dean + D in the morningggggggggggg at Mac.
OMG OMG OMG. I hope I'll be able to make it.



Once again , I love each and every one of you ttm .
xxoxo.


Talking in bed ought to be easiest.
Lying together there goes back so far.
An emblem of two people being honest.
Yet more and more time passes silently ,
Outside, the wind's incomplete unrest ,
Builds and disperses clouds about the sky.
And dark towns heap up on the horizon.
None of this cares for us . Nothing shows why
At this unique distance from isolation.
It becomes still more difficult to find
Wors at once true and kind,
Or not untrue and not unkind.

- Phillip Larkin


Fate chooses your relations, you choose your friends
Thursday, January 7, 2010 @ 11:43 PM


"If a man does not make new acquaintance as he advances through life, he will soon find himself left alone. A man, Sir, should keep his friendship in constant repair."
- Samuel Johnson , British lexiographer.


These are the guys + Deborah that makes my day go round in school.
Some of them have known me since I was a primary school kiddo , some only when I started my secondary school life.
I wonder why God give us friends.
I believe the answer is because he wants us to learn from each other and cherish each other while we can.
Yes , in friendship , there will be both good and bad times.
Through thick and thin , I believe only in the very end we will know who are true friends are.
Most of us came from different school , background , families , etc.
I believe that it was fate playing the part by letting us all get to know each other.
I'll be honest and say that to me , it's a great joy to have you guys by me.
I know that I do have an annoying temper at times , I understand that everyone has a limit.
Thanks so much for being there for me whenever I need you guys.
It seriously breaks my heart after seeing what has happened these days.
Like what people say , in the blink of an eye , many things can change .
It's true . I believe that.
I still recall how we got to know each other, how some of us used to freaking hate each other to the core!
I still recall how we finally got together as a group , how we did crazy things together , how we skipped lessons together , how we talked to each other's parents , how we used to go drinking together and get wasted.
I recall how wasted I would get and you guys would never fail to take good care of me.
I really do miss those good old' days , guys.
To (fill in the blanks) :
I'm really very upset and disturbed upon hearing what you've done. I told you before what would happened.
I didn't expect you to turn out this way . I really did not. I trust that you really did love her and it all seems to be just a show. Was it my fault to introduce her to you ?
Was it my fault for quarrelling with you which led to what's happening to all of us right now?
Was it all my fault?
I just can't believe that you are into trouble right now just because of such minor incident.
You told us that you had a dream , a very big one indeed. But have you really thought about it?
Imagine , in the future you could realised your dream , but the only thing stopping you is the incident that you've committed , won't you regret it?
Sighs.

I really do miss how we used to meet up at the coffeeshop before heading to school.
I miss the times where we would all disturb each other by walking past each other's class and calling the person's name.
I do miss the times where we would meet at the bubbletea and have sticks , i miss the times where we would go home together and talking non-stop about almost everything and anything.
I really miss the times where we would birthday bash each other.
I miss the times when you guys give in to me cause I'm the youngest.
If I could turn back time and just freeze that moment of joy , won't it be better?
What have gotten into us recently?
It seemed that everything we used to say in the past are bullshixtz.
Are they? ......
I feel like as though I'm the cause of everything. I feel awful inside out.

What happened to the times when we would annoy our teacher by pretending to sleep in class?
What happened to us taking ridiculous pictures even during lesson time?
Something is seriously wrong.
We're not who we are anymore.
People change , yes they do .
I'm fearful , I'm scared , I'm going bonkers.


An angel appeared in my dream telling me what friends are for.
Friends are always there for you whenever you're down ,
whenever you need someone to talk to ,
whenever you need to tell them a secret ,
whenever you are feeling overjoyed , whenever you break up with someone ,
whenever you achieve something in your life , whenever you get hell from your parents or teachers.
In short , friends are there whenever you need them.


Please come back to me , good old days.
I really miss it all .
I don't wish to see us this way . I don't wish to end things this way .
When tomorrow comes , I hope that everything would be fine.
No hatred please , just peace.
Once again , you guys are already a part of me.
God bless us tomorrow , I'm feeling so emotional right now , I can't think straight.
I'll always love each and every of you guys dearly.

With loads of love , your littlest sister.
Joanne Josie Elizabeth

Fill in this empty space with your soul.
@ 10:25 PM


" Because tonight , the stars are shining for us "


It's officially the 4th day of school.
Thankfully nothing happened to me and the day went smoothly without any issues or troubles.
Went to school early however went in late due to the rain and had to wait for Aloysius to arrive.
It was freezing in the morning and the rain was kinda unexpected.


Saw my Dm a couple of times today. She had no issues with me.
I'm a happy kid now (V). Like finally , I hope that I won't have any issues with her anymore. Today's period seemed to pass by so quickly that I didn't realised it was finally break time.
Followed by assembly . Camp. Should I go or not?
:(
I'll miss my bed when I go for sure.
However , it's the last camp everrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
Shixt.screwed.shixt.


Finally gotten my textbooks and stuff.
This year's books are like so little yet thick :(
I'm already starting to feel the pressure.
I wonder why does my friends that have taken Olvl said that it's easy when there's sucha great pressure on?
Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
Went over to TP's open house today.


It was rather alright. But I'm so not going for RP's open house tomorrow.
We did nothing but just walk around and apparently there were other schools too + those that are entitled to appeal for TP.
Saw Andy and a friend of mine even texted me to ask whether I was going there or notttttttttt when I've already left the place ._.
Had my very very late lunch outside school.
Chilledz out a little with Yr and Dean before going back home.


Goodnight cruel world.


Glass hailed from the sky that night
I couldn't hide to save my life
Standing drenched in open wounds
You took my hand and pulled me through.